January 2011
Happy fucking New Years and I'm saying this now...
To all the people who hurt me, fuck you.
To all the people who have been there, I love you.
To all the memories, may you rest in peace.
To the boy I love, I still love you.
To my best friends, you keep me smiling <3
To the New Year, fuck yes. Another year of screw ups, drama, and getting the one person who has made me happier than anything, back.
December 2010
“I no longer believed in the idea of soul mates, or love at first sight. But I...”
– Lisa Kleypas (via quotewhore)
(via fuckthereallife)
So here goes. The truth.
I’ve written you something already but somehow I feel like i need to write this for me. We’ve known each other for about 10 months now. You have been the first guy I have trusted with my soul. The one guy who knows my weaknesses and my faults. The one guy who I think I really liked so much that I forgot about every other pain in the world. Everything was going great. We weren’t...
Lately, people have been trying to cheer me up. But, you know, they just don’t understand what I’m going through. One minute of talking to this girl, and I can automatically smile. Actually smile. To David who tried making me happy, this is what I wanted. For you to just understand what shit I go through and just be happy. Jennifer, you’re going to be happy. Not now....
Hey God.
not to sound selfish right now. But my best friend is sad. And life isn’t going too well for her. And I know i’m a fucking screw up and you don’t like making me happy, but can you just let my best friend Jen be happy for once? Thanks.
Why do you put up with a guy like this?
artmindandsoul:
itsjwoodie:
Those words sent a shiver up my spine. Wouldn’t be the first time I’ve been asked that.
But..theres a lot of things I like about him. The tears start rolling down my face.
I don’t know. I don’t know why I put up with it.
I guess its cause I don’t think I can find anything better.
There were times that I felt like this.
Because you love him? Whoever asked...
So,
i met this really cool guy. And I’ve been talking to him this past month and well, I can say him and my best friend Gaby have been the only two to make me seriously happy. His name’s Rodney. I think he might just be the coolest guy I’ve ever met. Well, texted. I’ve only met him once sadly. Yup, I really enjoy talking to him cause it never gets boring and there’s never...
Maybe this is how it was supposed to be.
All of us are starting to part. Guess forever doesn’t exist.
Today was good I guess.
And now it’s settled. The ring is beautiful. I feel beautiful. But, I miss you. God, I am horrible. I have this great guy in my hands and the only thing I can think about is getting you back. But, I’ve screwed that up.
He
likes someone else. And at first i figured it’s okay. I’ll be the one he’ll come right back to. But, honestly I’m not even that great. She makes him really happy. One thing i could never do. How do I say this? I don’t think I’ve ever liked someone so much. But, I know now he’s never coming back and it’s time for me to just walk away.
bleedingtesticles:
turquoisekush:
courtney...
“I have to remind myself that some birds aren’t meant to be caged. Their feathers...”
– Stephen King (Different Seasons)
““We said we’d be friends.’
He looks confused....”
– Jenny Downham (Before I Die)
“I love you. I love you. I send this message through my fingers and into his, up...”
– Jenny Downham (Before I Die)
I'm going to quote my favorite books :3
You think putting on a smile and a pathetic act...
it's hard to understand you anymore.
The middle finger is boring. You need to put more...
Rant.
you are a faggot. An asshole. A dumb ass. A pathetic retard that knows nothing of anything. Family is supposed to trust one another. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT, you don’t. You never have and you never will. I hate you and i hate the woman who gave birth to me. I hate everything you’ve ever done. Don’t buy me anything. I don’t want anything from you. I just wanted your fucking trust....
ihaveallthingsthataregood asked: haha, thanks for loving me (:
ihaveallthingsthataregood asked: haha, thanks for loving me (: